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intrusive sexual thoughts :( Hi i recently been suffering from ocd.
I am always checking if i am gay, even though im not and this has been going on for over a year now, i get so nervous and i cant even watch porn now cause im scared what if i think about the guy (its that bad). I looked online for how to know if your gay, and there was a tip about it saying having you ever had a crush on a guy in high school etc etc. I thought about my past and i actually acted a bit stupid i remember 5-6 years ago i acted like a girl (i dnt know what i was doing) and chatted to a guy and exchanged emails, but i pretended i was girl just messing around, nothing sexual but i used to write what the girl was wearing and i used to fantize about the girl. Nothing about the guy i was emailing, there was no "crush" i didnt even care i just acted as if the girl was emailing me even though i was emailing him.. I kinda fantasized about the girl..hope this makes sense. I have never been attracted to males, in that 1 off situation above i only talked about the female and nothing else. how do i stop these thoughts haunting me and judging my sexuality when i know i am 100% straight and love women.. please help, and thanks for reading Created by liam |